But if it was up to me, I don’t know that I would have chosen this type of proposal.Īfterward, we had a beautiful engagement shoot with my good friend Cecile Boko. It was sweet and a nice way to show the love in front of the world. The big grand gesture, I felt, wasn’t necessarily for me. I’m happy with one little rose on Valentine’s Day, not a house filled with flowers. “I’m pretty low key, so I don’t need big gestures all the time. There’s Never A Right Time To Say Goodbye I wasn’t in the mindset to be planning a wedding. Looking back on it now, I feel like, had we been more connected, that timing probably would not have happened then. So it was the worst year of my life mixed with one of the happiest moments of my life – definitely an emotional roller coaster. That was the start of the year, and it kept rolling on which made the entire year really hard for me. So that was really rough for me because it was such an invasion of privacy. I still have stuff to get off my credit report because of that. I was locked out of everything and could barely send an email. I was getting calls every day all day saying I got approved for car loans and money is being taken out of here and there. I was a victim of identity theft while rehearsing and getting ready to tour with Beyonce. “2016 was a very interesting year for me.

I’m grateful she allowed someone who wasn’t even on tour with us on stage, holding her mic…that really happened! It was very generous of her.” She knows how much history we have and so she just wanted to pay her respects. I knew Beyoncé allowed that for me and for our relationship. I’m low key, so I was shocked completely. I was like a turtle wanting to crawl in my shell.

I felt vulnerable, and all the attention and cameras were on me. When I’m on stage, I’m a different character than I am in my everyday life. “I was definitely surprised and taken out of my performance element. INGLEWOOD, CA – AUGUST 24: Beyonce performs onstage during the 2014 MTV Video Music Awards held at The Forum on Augin Inglewood, California.

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